The AJeezy Mentality.

Yo, day 1 of outpatient rehab today… I’ve been here before but not with this many people behind me. On a serious note, I appreciate every one that’s been helping me out. It’s refreshing to know I have a strong ass team behind me. I’m truly blessed. This relapse has been the hardest ever because I’m doing it without my mom. It’s hard to get up and work hard without her rooting me on you know? But I have Team AJeezy and even tho it’s not her, you all are coming pretty close..

Let’s knock this session out & get rid of The Freak. Y’all with me? I hope so.. But I know so. Thank you again.

My ever so dearest Randizzle,

2 years ago you left us. Nobody really knew what to do. I still remember that night like it was yesterday, it’s crazy. I can’t believe it’s been 2 years…. I’ve gotten closer to Norm. Marcus & Scotty have his back like a chiroprac, we all love him. He’s a good kid, just wishes you were here. We all do.

I think about how much shit everyone goes through with people. How many fights people have & how stupid the argument was… And even tho that was us… 80% of the time, I’ve realized now that we argued so much cuz we loved each other & we were just looking out for each other. You know it took me 2 years to realize that? But after 2 years, I still feel guilty for how we left things… The last time I saw you shouldn’t have gone down like that. That last week shouldn’t have been like that… It’s just one of those things that I have to live with, but I want you to know that I’m sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I’m sorry. And I’m sorry for not listening as well as I should’ve… I hope you forgive me.

It’s crazy how close you and my mom are at the cemetery… I was telling Marcus about the time you were like “lemme go with you to your moms work, lemme walk up in her office like ‘wassup auntie’” lmao, she would’ve given you the funniest look ever… I hope you’re both up there looking down on us and taking care of us cuz I’m not gonna lie, I catch myself looking up for help… Especially right now. I need all the help I can get.

Randy, you are by far one of the funniest dudes I’ve ever known. You had your annoying moments like asking me for rides or money (lol), but you had the biggest heart ever. You could make me laugh so quick.. It’s just who you are. It’s funny cuz you could make me love you & hate you alllllllllll at the same time. I still hear your voice & I still hear your laugh… And dude it’s fuckin crazy how much Norm is like you… Ridiculous.

I love you. 2 years gone but you’re never forgotten. Youre actually very much remembered & I know you’re gonna be at the house warming party with us dude. We’ll have a bottle waiting for you. I miss you.

Rest in paradise Randy Bobila
Sunrise: August 19, 1988
Sunset: October 3, 2009

Love,
AJeezy